Off the beaten track – or beaten up?

I’m tired of taking medication. This never really struck me till Zhong came, and I’m just simply tired of popping expensive pills, not subsidised by ANYTHING. I’m not willing to pay that amount any more, without any substantial improvement. I’m still tired, sometimes depressed, sometimes ok. I’m tired of asking myself whether this is working. Since I missed my last appointment totally by accident, I shall not go back unless I’m called up…

It may not be wise, but I’m just tired. Giving up is easier…